Write

I love writing.  I can be good at it.  I've thought about what I could write about.  Could I write a book?  But about what?  I used to have so many ideas and now I can't think of any.  Driving in the car my thoughts wondering and think about plots and characters but nothing pans out.  Writing digital books could be an option for me, I just need to have ideas to write about!

Videos

I've thought about creating my own YouTube videos but I have no idea what kind of videos to make.  Who would want to watch me and what could I contribute that would attract a following?  Ahhh, the ultimate question. . . I guess I'll never know unless I try.  The only problem is, I don't know what to try. 

Struggling

After struggling to try to make enough money from home I realized it was necessary to leave the house and get a job.  As much as I really want to be home with my child, I need to help with the bills.  Why can't I get paid to raise my own kid?

I haven't given up.  I am more determined than ever.  I am writing articles, blogging, selling lesson plans, and continuing as a Paparazzi Consultant - all in my "spare" time.  How much "spare" time can a teacher/parent/wife have?  Not much. . . but I am determined to try and I pray I succeed.